Sunday, January 25, 2009

Dear Yesterday,

"breath, write it all down in a noteboke and save it for us for when the storms dies down and the sun comes out and the laughter begins again" Nikkiblanco. She's a lovely soul. Check her out!

I shall return soon loves.

--tianamonique.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

One More Before I Go.

I've been deleted
Thrown away as a past memory
So when the once familiar steel
Makes love to the skin on my wrists,
My eye's water.
[With excitement.]
and I have returned to a
Mindset that I thought I had left in
My youth.
But this is just pain
And red never looked so beautiful, love.
You did this to me.
And now I'm playing catch up
To the world that you blinded me from.
Torn broken used and hurt.
I loved you full heartedly.
And now we've lost eachother
In the midst of being hurt.
deceit pain ignorance love.
Don't be fooled by the lovely pictures
Or the weightless words.
Everything is gorgeous
When the sun is lit
But when darkness falls and the doors close
Misery leaps into every crease on my skin
And I am left bleeding
Falling short of any of those
Pretty Pretty words you fed
So easily into me.
TO WE.
Im weak now.
The ink of my pen is gone.
I have nothing more to say.

You made me a poet.
You made me an artist.
And without you...
I am nothing.

forthetimebeing*

I will not be writing anything.
sorry to those who actually care.
fuck you to those who should but don't.

--tianamonique.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

MELT IN YA MOUF #1

I'd like an extraordinary thought to go please.
One to make my mind sweat from running around
The limitless possibilities.
The infinite abilities
Of the mind to wonder ;
I want to explore those
Vacancies.
Fill me with
Intellectual abilities
Words need a home,
Willing to provide my dome as the vicinity.
Infinitely ; I'd like a thought that defys
The rules of gravity.
One that truly grabs at me.
I'm ready for your philosophies
And all of your sweet tasting
terminologies.
Im really not to hard to please,

Just one extraordinary thought will set my mind at ease.

--tianamonique.