Monday, February 2, 2009

January Hangover--*

Woke up to a massive headache
Winter heavy on my mind
The deep sleep made me weak
And I awoke to an intensely cold reality
Still gone, I stumbled across a memory
It was sketched upon my stale sheets
Once again, reminded that I had waken up alone
January’s footprints left a sour scent
The secrets were still tucked deep into the closet
Behind the web made up of false feelings and pieces
Of curiosity, he whispered them to me often
Consistently reminding me of how intoxicated
I had become due all the hours I sat and waited
The faded magic that took over my thoughts
Ran on gold pathways
Leading me into a ditch filled with his smile
I fell for miles and at the bottom I found his name
Written in the mounds purposely humiliating my frame
And oh does he love to have his secret’s exposed; he’s cold
And could truly care less if his cover was blown
He calls to home, no telling where his winds blow
But the familiar glow was slowly growing
But I had become absentminded and
Unaware of where my beauty was going
And the reassurance could not have glued the broken
Words that fell from the corners of my eyes
Back to their normal state
For he continued to break the pieces that I
Had worked so hard to rearrange
Trying to make them look unfamiliar;
But he could always recognize my voice
But this morning I stayed quiet
Pursed my lips together
And bit the insides of my cheeks
He wasn’t going to hear me speak
So I took to my pen and filled up an
Entire universe
Burning holes into a million blank pages
Yes, I have returned
And yall my pen is BLAZIN!
Hello February =D

tianamonique. [hello my fellow bloggers!]


G-M0N3Y said...

this is sooo deep .. i like the title especially "January Hangover"

tianam0nique.--* said...

awh thankk yuu =]

BrittNicole said...

yepp cuzzo deff feel yu on this one... uhhhh today wah a day

Devon said...

yess i love the title too! your bacccckkkkk :) lol told you i'd be looking out! your theee bomb girl :)

tianam0nique.--* said...

Cuzzo -- U already Know.

Devon -- Thank Yu Mamas! =]

.rawkii said...

Yesss! I'm glad to know you're back...I just found your blog and I can't wait for more! =]

Ashley Outrageous said...

yay! my fav is back :) I'm sure there's alot more to comeee! & that pic of you & him is so cute! I just reliezed that he blogs too! I follow it haha that's cute u both blog , so do me & my lovely :) well keep it coming missy!

tianam0nique.--* said...

haha yes mr. envious envisions himself =] thk yu miss ashleyy !!

Deff more to come!

Tha BossMack TopSoil said...

Heat was brought.

karrie b. said...

you have a gift sugar plum. keep it coming.


JKisz said...

woooooooooooow! the title is genius! this whole piece was amazing!

Torrance Stephens - All-Mi-T said...

dont feel bad folk, im in the atl and woke to o degress and chk this sunny - foul huh?...chk me out if and when u can rdb

Elle said...

You are sheer brilliance rolled into a blog. Elle claps as she reads this. This is like my new favorite read. Keep it up.