My beliefs are being turned into stone
And my heart is iced over
[cold]
With the scent of summer you left behind.
Your Spring,Winter, And Fall
Trail behind you with baggage to heavy to lift.
So you left them alone with the memory
P E N D I N G.
Departed with them and fell down a trail
Marked with black mascara.
I am deserting my religion in you.
My prayers are becoming wants instead of needs,
Dreams instead of miracles and my
Belief in any type of god is detering.
It is becoming harder for me to believe in something I cant see.
And what I do see is,
Suicidal heart breaks, and careless mistakes.
Abused and bruised women ; love is deteriating.
I B E L I E V E in this.
I can see this.
I can trust that it will always remain.
And I know that I am challenging an entire world of religion when I say,
MY GOD IS BREAKING MY HEART.
Leaving me in a state of constant exhaustion,
Leaving me with heavy eyes and lightweight cries.
My god is in disguise.
AND I KNOW.. it is so much easier to say everything happens for a reason,
Some easy shit to say,
But this season was unexpected.
The resurrection of my soul
Is being directed and controlled by
An infected choir, and these hymns can't heal me.
In the deepest hollows of the emptiness in my sancuary ,
Heaven is blossoming.
Impatiently waiting for my arrival.
The women who stood before me with melted hearts and
Memories to last them another lifetime.
Green eyes keep me grounded as I walk up the god who said he would set me free.
Let go of the bondage of previous disappointments and shed me of my
Insecurities.
I am willing to put my faith to rest in your chest because us women
Only desire to be loved.
We make you our gods because we simply LOVE YOU.
Placing you on the highest of pedestals.
But dont you ever forget,
WE
ARE
GODDESSES.
& deserve nothing less than a god to show us the truth,
and love us when our heavens are in full bloom.
-------------------------
*Camillie Inspired.
--cuz we're goddesses.. they juss ain't realized it yet.
all mah love.
And my heart is iced over
[cold]
With the scent of summer you left behind.
Your Spring,Winter, And Fall
Trail behind you with baggage to heavy to lift.
So you left them alone with the memory
P E N D I N G.
Departed with them and fell down a trail
Marked with black mascara.
I am deserting my religion in you.
My prayers are becoming wants instead of needs,
Dreams instead of miracles and my
Belief in any type of god is detering.
It is becoming harder for me to believe in something I cant see.
And what I do see is,
Suicidal heart breaks, and careless mistakes.
Abused and bruised women ; love is deteriating.
I B E L I E V E in this.
I can see this.
I can trust that it will always remain.
And I know that I am challenging an entire world of religion when I say,
MY GOD IS BREAKING MY HEART.
Leaving me in a state of constant exhaustion,
Leaving me with heavy eyes and lightweight cries.
My god is in disguise.
AND I KNOW.. it is so much easier to say everything happens for a reason,
Some easy shit to say,
But this season was unexpected.
The resurrection of my soul
Is being directed and controlled by
An infected choir, and these hymns can't heal me.
In the deepest hollows of the emptiness in my sancuary ,
Heaven is blossoming.
Impatiently waiting for my arrival.
The women who stood before me with melted hearts and
Memories to last them another lifetime.
Green eyes keep me grounded as I walk up the god who said he would set me free.
Let go of the bondage of previous disappointments and shed me of my
Insecurities.
I am willing to put my faith to rest in your chest because us women
Only desire to be loved.
We make you our gods because we simply LOVE YOU.
Placing you on the highest of pedestals.
But dont you ever forget,
WE
ARE
GODDESSES.
& deserve nothing less than a god to show us the truth,
and love us when our heavens are in full bloom.
-------------------------
*Camillie Inspired.
--cuz we're goddesses.. they juss ain't realized it yet.
all mah love.
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